Catching Up...

It has been a while since i actually blogged on this thing. So im going to bring everyone up to speed with whats going on in my life...

Life:

Things could be better right now. I really don't like to complain cuz you know shit happens, but my life sucks right now. My dad is still unemployed, my car needs a lot of work, and a couple things are happening in my family. Lately I've been arguing with my parents and brother, there was a moment where we almost got into a fist fight. So things at home are a little rocky. Which explains the reason why most of the time im broke since i've been helping out with the bills, because we were behind on rent and a couple of other bills. We're still a little behind but better off than before. Also, my little sister aka my cousin Irene went through something really sad. Early last week I found out that her boyfriend died in a car accident and it really affected her. This past Friday I went to a small town by Sacramento to attend his funeral. I went to support her because I treat her like a sister since I don't have one. So she knows that she can count on me whenever.

School:

School isn't that hot either. I started the quarter with 5 classes and I ended up with 1, which I may not pass. And with the things that are going at home I sometimes think about dropping out of school and work until everything at home gets better. But I know if I do that it will be hard to go back to school so that's the only thing thats keeping me from actually going through with it. We'll see how it goes.

Girls:

The only reason why I put this up here is beause not too long ago my mom and I had a funny talk. She asked me why i haven't had a girlfriend yet. This was hilarious but I didn't say anything cuz it felt a little weird.lol It's not that I don't want a girlfriend cuz I wouldnt mind having someone, the reason why is because I dont know how to approach a girl. I do have a crush on someone but I wouldn't know what to say. When it comes to this I get shy and scared.lol One problem that I do have is expressing the way I feel. My Ex-Girlfriend can co-sign that but I dont know where she's been after we graduated.lol It's funny because every relationship I had it was the girl who asked me if I wanted to get with her (I know..a little pathetic). In a way I rather have them aske me. The Clipse couldnt have said it better "Women if you like me please let me know." So if you like me and got something to say just let me know.lol I guess Im afraid of getting rejected..

Well, there you have it. A quick glimpse of whats going on. Well maybe more than a glimpse.lol